UPSR dan PMR.

Even matriculation students know about it.

So, our dearest DPM gave an idea of cancelling UPSR and PMR. Frankly to say, this is a very bad idea. Why?

First, Malaysian students are exam-dependant. From this, I can say that Malaysian students are too depending on their results to further their studies. For example, MRSM and SBP open their entry for standard 6 students who managed to get 5A's in UPSR. How about 4A's? No way lah! So, by cancelling UPSR and PMR, how come MRSM and SBP want to take excellent students? Go through every school in Malaysia?

Second, public exams are made to test students' mastering in every subject. Although I heard that Malaysian public exam is one of the easiest in the world (except STPM), but it is still something important. Let say students are assessed based on their monthly tests, for sure we can see marks that are not good. There is a circumstance where students are not revising a single chapter only but, they are revising the whole syllabus for reason ; lazy.

Third, I want to say something irrelevant here. Tuition centres will go bankrupt. I hope you understand about what I say.

I know that for public exam, trees are cut down so that papers can be made for questions and answers. I also know that nowadays, public exams are free so the government will bear the loss. But don't you think that the loss can bring prosperous to the country? More doctors, engineers, lawyers and even pharmacists can be made just by providing papers of questions and answers.

Irrelevant Life.

Every night, I would sleep at 1 or 2 a.m and wake up at 5.30 a.m. Reasons? Study, do tutorial works, experiment reports. Sometimes, I would sleep at 4 a.m and still, I would wake up at 5.30 a.m. The effects of my very³ late sleep are I will have an eyebag right after I wake up and I will have a headache.

And my class starts from 8 a.m until 3 or 4 p.m. I only have little time for some rest.

Shit lah. I hate this life!

Lagenda Budak Setan.

I went to Sunway Pyramid and I watched Lagenda Budak Setan. Seriously, it was the best Malay movie that I have ever watched. I even shed tears. How unbelievable. By the way, two thumbs up for this movie!

There were so many sadful scenes during the play but I could not stand watching the scene where Kasyah brought his newly born baby to his dead wife. She died during giving birth. That was the scene where I shed tears.

After watching that movie, I wonder "Can I be as loyal as Kasyah?" "Can I do all the things that Kasyah does to Ayu?"

When I Was Younger...

I saw my daddy cry

And cursed at the winds

He broke his own heart

And I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that

She would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love

If it does not exist

But, darling...

YOU, ARE, THE ONLY EXCEPTION  :)

p/s : thanks for loving me until this moment.

Surau Punya Pasal.

I would like to express my disappointment here.

One question, what can you say about the surau located at almost every shopping mall? Nice? Good? Horrible? Sucks?

For me, the answer would be 'sucks'. Need a prove? Just go pray at that kind of surau during maghrib. I assume you will be getting the proves (not just a prove!) right after that.

Malaysia has so many gigantic shopping mall but the size of the surau is smaller than the size of the smallest shop at that shopping mall. To make things more serious, do you know 1Utama? That shopping mall, which is often said as one of the biggest shopping mall in Malaysia, does not have a surau. I went to that shopping mall so many times and I found no surau at all. Can I just say that 1Utama is a secular shopping mall? Hell yes!

For shopping mall that has surau, the condition will be horrible. When I go to one shopping mall, I will go to the toilet and the surau to check the condition of those facilities lah. And the surau, which is so small, only provides several praying mats. To worsen the situation, there is no air cond. I know that providing a surau brings no profit to you but that does not mean that you can treat your Muslim customers like a bunch of animals. Bollocks!!

But there is one shopping mall that provides the best surau I have ever had. It is IKEA in Mutiara Damansara. A non-Muslim company provides better surau than what the Muslim can provide. I kinda like it so much. The surau is big and cold. This is what I call as customer care!

Several more prestigious shopping malls like Pavilion provides good surau too. So, if you go shopping at Pavilion and you are confused to choose between LV or Prada handbag, just go to the surau and pray for a while. The comfort provided may help you. HAHA

p/s : i can write more posts but i always forgot to write it. sorry

Urgh.

Matriculation has turned my world upside down. From the top of the wheel, you may be at the bottom of the wheel in the end and vice versa.

And of course, typical men like me may be unable to arrange his own room. Well, that is a freaking truth.

Do you guys need proves? Here they come.

*the bed with blue mattress is mine. the other bed is empty. so, I used it :D

*to be specified

*ini baldi sudah penuh lah Hazzad. Bila lu nak basuh? Haish

*actually, this is not my table. but I used it. so what?

*this is my table. full with bottles. I wonder whether Kuala Pilah has a recycling centre or not.

*panoramic view, ermm... somekind of.

So, for closing this gallery, let me show you one Malay proverb that I found on my table.

My room is messed because of my so tight schedule. Well, it is matriculation right. I have to bear with it.

p/s : Malaysia lost at the semi final to China. So, the players blamed the media. If I were one of the players, I would say that too. The media had put so much hope to the players and plus, they were up against China. Please understand that bollocks!

(--")

4 more days left. A new diary of my life will begin in 4 days. But the thing is, I feel like I am not ready to have a new diary of my life. Haish.

Well, shit happens.

OK Apa Lepak² Kat Kedai Kopi Mahal.

1 small Caramel Machiatto for RM12.60. Sounds crazy but it worths if you enjoy it for an hour :D

When I was loafing with my friend at that 'Kedai Kopi Mahal', something caught my eyes' attention.

So I said to my friend, "Azam². Ko tengok tu. Pakcik tua pun layan stubuk tau. Hebat."

And he replied, " Esspresso large satu! HAHA"

So people, do have some!

p/s : no asasi law for me. so i will stick with matrik. wish me luck people!

Listen.

Time I start writing this post ; 2333 hours.

Oh ideas. Come to me. Come to me. There are people waiting for my new post so come on!

(Several minutes wasted)... (Still wasting)...

(After 63 minutes of thinking)...

Hello people. Here I come with a new post after my tearful post before this. Seriously, I took minutes or maybe hours, thinking about my new post. But, thanks to Boyzone's new album, I managed to have one.

So, I want to say something about sports in our own country. Yelah, everyone has its own favourite sports. Like me, I just stick to football. One kind of low-cost sports compared to polo, equestrian and golf. How the hell would you imagine to buy a set of the cheapest golf clubs? But for football, you can go buy one football at Tesco and with your 'kaki ayam', you can play them. Simple right?

In Malaysia, imagine that the government and sports institutes have been targetting specific sports that can bring gold medals in the Olympics. Indoor cycling, archery and badminton. That's all I can remember. They want these specific sports to bring gold medals without giving more and more proper and sophisticated facilities. It is like a man who copulates with his girlfriend and doesn't want his girlfriend to be pregnant but he doesn't wear a condom. Do you get me?

As you know, the Thomas Cup will be held about 10 days from now. And what I saw from the tv shows something unpleasant. The Sports Minister went to meet the badminton players as a sign of support for them. But I have been thinking that the minister is having high hopes on them. This brings pressure for them, plus the venue for this year Thomas Cup is in Malaysia. One thing in my mind about them is "They will be fucked up. They have been burdened by so much hopes and pressure. I'm afraid that they won't even make it to the finals." 

For me, they shouldn't be burdened with so much hopes and pressure. Do you know that over pressure can bring one sportsman to a defeat?

Let me tell a bit about Malaysian football. The local players are good. I can't deny that. The thing is, look at the condition of the fields. How bad to watch that kind of condition. The condition of the field is very very important as players can get injured due to the slippery or hard condition of the field. Look at the Wembley pitch in London. Everyone criticizes the condition of that pitch. Sometimes, I wonder, shouldn't there be any allocation for maintaining the condition of the field?

All over my life, I can say that sports is like being 'dianak-tirikan' in Malaysia. How pathetic to see that. I know that sports in Malaysia bring no concrete profits to any company and even the government. But don't you feel ashamed to see countries that are much poorer that Malaysia but still can bring about ten gold medals in the Olmpics while Malaysia can only be proud of obtaining one silver medal.

p/s : after this, maybe i will be so lazy to write new posts.

Tears Are Adding To The Flood.

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 24 April 2010. Sudah genap setahun kalau dihitung. Maksud aku, sudah setahun arwah nenek aku pergi memanggil seruan Ilahi. Arwah nenek yang selalu aku jumpa tatkala arwah sihat atau sakit. Tapi sayang. Aku jarang berborak panjang dengan arwah.

Masih terpahat segar dalam memori aku saat² arwah ditarik nyawanya. Aku berada di depan dia pula masa tu. Tapi tak perlulah aku nak cerita panjang² pasal itu. Tragis sungguh. Aku tau kalau aku cerita, mesti ada yang menangis. Cukuplah aku saja yang menangis.

Aku masih ingat, masa raya, mesti arwah akan bagi RM10 dekat aku dan adik-beradik aku. Aku tau, bagi korang, RM10 itu kecil saja nilainya. Tapi bagi aku, ianya sungguh berharga. Bayangkan, arwah mampu bagi budak² lain duit raya RM10 juga. Murah sungguh rezeki arwah nenek aku ini.

Kadang² masa aku dapat result exam aku macam UPSR dengan PMR yang dianggap flying colours, arwah nenek aku cukup gembira dan beri aku sedikit duit kepada aku sebagai tanda tumpang gembira dengan result aku tu. Dan dulu pernah juga arwah nak beri aku duit untuk aku belanja dekat sekolah tapi ayah aku cakap dalam bahasa Jawa "Mak, hari ini bukan hari raya."

Bagi aku, arwah nenek aku lah antara nenek paling beruntung pasal arwah dapat tau yang cucu²-nya sudah berjaya; jadi engineer lah, businessman lah, lecturer lah. Cuma tak ada lawyer je. Should that be me?

Kepada nenek, you know that I love you so much. And if possible, when I die, I would like to be buried beside your grave so that I can feel tranquility in my grave.

p/s : i spent about 45 minutes writing this 'kind-of-short' post and i shed tears when writing this post. damn. it was hard for me.

I Just Did This.

OK Atiqah. Aku buat post yang kau tag aku ni. Demi kau, aku buat lah. Lagipun, dah lama aku tak buat post macam ni.

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah:

 seorang perempuan yang cute dan sweet.

2. Saya sedang mendengar:

David Guetta - Grrr (lagu genre electro)

3. Mungkin saya patut:

mintak kemeja Armani Exchange kat abang saya. LOL

4. Saya suka:

total football. its the best style of playing football.

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:

nama pun sahabat baik. mestilah mereka tu baik kan.

6. Saya tak paham:

kenapa budak² perempuan cakap justin bieber ni cute or handsome. apahal?

7. Saya kehilangan:

idea nak buat post baru kat blog.

8. Ramai yang berkata:

yang lionel messi itu seorang alien. well, his coach says that too.

9. Makna nama saya:

selama aku hidup kat dunia ni, aku tak tau pun makna nama aku ni. serius.

10. Cinta itu adalah:

seperti ikatan antara kita dan orang lain. biarlah kita tak miliki diri orang itu asalkan kita miliki hati orang itu dengan cinta kita.

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:

clubbing di satu club sambil pegang sebotol Jack Daniels.

12. Saya akan cuba:

mengawal naluri semulajadi saya.

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud:

forever until the very end.

14. Telefon bimbit saya:

N73 warna hitam.

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:

saya akan tengok kat hp sama ada terdapat mesej atau miscall.

16. Saya paling meluat apabila:

ada orang menikam dari belakang orang lain.

17. Pesta/Parti adalah :

sesuatu yang saya suka sangat. full with chicks. hoho

18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah:

Harimau Belang kat Zoo Negara.

19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:

17 tahun. macam² benda yang terjadi.

20. Hari ini:

Selasa

21. Malam ini saya akan:

buat apa² yang saya suka.

22. Esok pula saya akan:

start fikir untuk shopping apa. haha

23. Saya betul-betul ingin:

itu slingbag Burberry. hoho

24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini:

rambut saya makin panjang lah pulak.

25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:

pusat membeli-belah lah.

26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun :

 Barat jelah.

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap:

separa terang dan gelap.

28. Makanan segera adalah:

fast food. like what you can get at McDonald's or Burger King.

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?

gudnite.

30.Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?

sesiapa lah. kalau anda baca, adalah diharap supaya anda turut buat survey post ni. some kind of good actually. but i don't know for what aspect. haha

p/s: love me, kiss me, hug me, and i will do exactly the same things you did.

How Pathetic.

Do you know why the Kelantan state government wants the petroleum royalty so badly? Let me tell you.

I managed to know the reason only by looking at the Kelantanese environment, the roads and the buildings. Guess what, the roads in Kelantan are among the worst that I have ever travelled at. And plus, look at the buildings. Pasar Siti Khadijah is a great place for buying groceries but that place looks so old and lame. I wonder where is the allocation for maintaining it?

One simple reason lah, politics. I know that if the Kelantan state government got that royalty, for sure they will improve the condition of the roads and buildings. But dreams stay as dreams. Ye lah, Kelantan state goverment tu PAS punya. Federal goverment tu BN punya. Different political parties. So, a situation of 'menganak-tirikan' occurs. No allocation given to the Kelantan state government. But I saw the LHDN office in Kota Bharu. So, where is the Kelantan people's money paid for taxes? Disappear? Fukkkkk sama lu lah fed. gov.

Let's be a bit logic. As Kelantan people do not get better infrastructure and environment, how come they want to vote for BN? It would be some kind of stupid lah. It is like you want someone to be with you but you don't want to do something for that someone? Easy right?

One more thing. Just look at Pasar Payang, Kuala Terengganu. Full with Malays but the condition is so bad. Ye lah, Kuala Terengganu tu kan PAS punya. Is it a must for the state goverment to fulfill them? Bagus lah macam tu. Malay bullying Malay. I don't even know for sure whether I am living in a majority-Malay country or not.

OK. I am not so scared if I went to jail for this. What I have written is a true reality. For the sake of politics, your own race is destroyed. I can't believe it. For readers who agree with me, don't be scared lah. I am always with you.

p/s : next post? wait lar.

Dialect.

At last, I come with a new post.

You know, I had a very good holiday. This very 'bandar' boy travelled about 1500km and spent hours sitting in a car full with 'keropok' and 'tax-free mangkuk brand Correll'. It is like driving a lorry to Bangkok. Eating is not a problem as I only went to Islamic states. But there is only one problem; the dialect.

Let me make it simple for you. I can understand different dialects of spoken English but it is hard for me to understand eastern dialect of spoken BM. One example; Shell. How do they pronounce it?

First, one male Chinese Kuantanese said to my father and I. "Kat situ ada Sholl (Shell)." I may understand that. Easy lah folks!

Second, one Terengganu woman said this to my mother. "Hok situ ada Share (Shell)." Wow. Anyway makcik, do come to KL. HAHA

I went to Wakaf Che Yeh. There were so many good sold at there. What made hard for me to understand was their way of pronouncing what they were selling. "Manggo manggo 4 kilo 10 yal." What yal? A shorter word for riyal?

p/s : a holiday can show us something we don't know and reveal some douches to us.

I Am Bullshitting.

Orang selalu kata yang first love lah yang paling susah nak lupa. I don't think so. For me, it is second love. Kenapa? Entah lah.

Kadang², kata² tak menunjukkan perkara yang sebenar. Even every shit that I have written in this blog doesn't mean to be true. Tapi mungkin post ini adalah fakta. Agaknya lah.

Sekarang ini, aku boleh senang je nak jadi agak sentimental. Cuma dengan dengar apa² lagu jiwang sikit dan jadilah sentimental. Dan sekarang, aku tau aku cuma kawan je dengan dia. Aku sedar batas hubungan antara kitorang. Tapi kalau hati rasa lain, apa guna jugak kan?

Orang selalu kata "tak guna mengejar benda yang tak akan dicapai." Aku sememangnya tau akan benda tu. Tapi takkan selama-lamanya bende tu tak akan dicapai. Mungkin akan sampai masanya bende akan datang juga pada kita. Walaupun kita akan capainya dalam jangka masa yang sangat panjang, tapi ianya memadai jika kita dapat bahagia pada akhirnya.

Bak lirik Kugilalensa - Hello;

" Aku hanya orang gila

Gila aku gila cinta

Cinta aku kepadanya "

Goo Goo Goo

I felt so good when my father said "bagus jugak ko ambik asasi law. yelah, dalam family ramai sangat engineer. lawyer takde pun."

He also added "lawyer ni bagus jugak. nanti senang kalau masuk politik."

Whatever lah ayah oi. I may enter politics, maybe right after those racist politicians are dead. HAHA

p/s : repeat 'Alpha Q' as fast as possible.

Simple Updates.

I will not write any sequel for this post. I just will write updates that I have. Just read them.

First, I would to announce the existence of my formspring account. If you want to ask anything to me, just use formspring. You just need to see the right side of this blog. Well, it is kind of good anyway for all of you.

Second, 2010 Earth Hour will be held at 27 March 2010 from 8.30 p.m to 9.30 p.m. As I am not mistaken, this programme is created to aware people to stop global warming. What global warming? I just knew about few weeks ago that global warming is a swindle. Just wait for that 'swindle' post.

Third, few of my friends told me that Redtube (a porn site) is no longer exist. How should I know about it? It has been months since I last watched porn. Yelah. Aku ni dah jadi baik tau tak. Anyway, I am so 'kantoi' for telling you people that I watch porn. To make things weird, one my friends told me that Redtube's owner is a Malaysian. The thing is, why there is no Malaysian porn in that site? Oh damn. Kantoi lagi.

Fourth, Akon has been denied his visa to Sri Lanka due to his "Sexy Bitch" music video where Buddha statues were put at the set. Read this. I just found out that the set was David Guetta's house. And somehow, David Guetta is a Buddhist. Wow. A Buddhist Jew. Sounds great.

p/s : anonymous can also comment my blog posts. so, do comment lah!

Malay Based Thing That I Hate.

Writing this post doesn’t mean that I simply dislike my own race. But there are several things that encourage me to write this post.

Its OK. I won’t write a very long post. So, it is Malay newspaper that I hate. Why? Simple! But you first need to read Malay newspaper. Then only you can agree with me.

What I hate about Malay newspaper is that irrelevant news are used for the headlines. That tabloid newspaper explains everything. Sex stories, bomoh stories and artis kantoi berkhalwat stories are favourites for making the headlines. One example of headlines is “Remaja kantoi berpesta zina di kondo.” As most Malaysians especially men are so addicted to sex, for sure they will buy that newspaper. And a much more important news are situated at the middle of that newspaper. Damn. What a filthy strategy.

Another thing that I hate about Malay newspaper is pages and pages of political news. I am so disgusted with that kind of news. For sure that kind of news will be the headlines. It is normal to have “Ahli parlimen keluar parti” news. And there will be news of condemning the Opposition. Just look at that meloya newspaper. To add things up, they will have some sort of sarcastic cartoon about politics. You do not have to ask who are the victims. I know that you can sort it by yourself. As there are so many political news, the sports news will be just 2 or 3 pages. Fuck that.

Last reason is, 4D. Yeah. The only gambling that the oldies and the poor can afford. It only costs a ringgit for a ticket of your chosen number. And the results of yesterday winners ; you can have it at Malay newspaper. And one thing that I disgust so much ; that tabloid newspaper spends two pages about ads on how to know about the results of yesterday’s 4D. Should I say that as an encouragement to a sinful act? Hell yes!

p/s : more and more things that I hate will be posted! just wait!

Human Rights.

Ok³. Sudah bosan lah tulis post dalam English je. Ayat pun makin tunggang-langgang. Jadi, kali ini, dalam BM pula.

Semua mesti dah tahu pasal gay dan lesbian. Dan untuk buat cerita lebih best, kita ada pondan dan juga pengkid dalam post ni. Tapi korang jangan risau. Post ini bukan untuk mengutuk dan mencaci mereka. Aku cuma akan kaitkan mereka dengan kehidupan kita.

Sudah semestinya yang ramai yang condemn golongan yang aku sebutkan kat atas tadi. Mereka termasuk kawan-kawan aku dan juga keluarga aku atas alasan menyalahi hukum norma manusia normal. Ok. Aku tak boleh nak lawan dorang semua tu. Lagipun dah memang tercatat bahawa berdosa besar jika menjadi sebahagian daripada golongan tersebut.

Cliche.

Kasih is love. While kekasih is lover. You will not possibly get a lover everyday but you will get a love everyday. Is it right?

But no matter how much we love someone, there is always a love from God towards us. One thing is, do we worship Him as a sign of loving Him?

Alright people. SPM results have been anounced. And there is one thing that I disgust most ; the cliche of those top students.

One example, the explaination of one top student towards the media on how he/she succeed ;

"Saya tak buat jadual tapi saya belajar ikut kemahuan saya. Masa malam, saya tengok tv sikit, lepas tu makan, and then saya main piano kejap, and baru saya belajar."

That explaination caught the eyes of my friend and he said "Habis takkan tak makan pulak. Bengap!" And the best cliche of one top student that I watched ;

"Pertama, kita hendaklah menjaga hubungan kita dengan setiap manusia. Kita hendaklah menjadi baik kepada mereka. Kedua, kita hendaklah menjaga hubungan kita dengan Tuhan. Ketiga, kita mesti berfikiran positif. Biar orang kata tak boleh tapi kita fikir kita boleh."

With his/her style of explaining like a 'penceramah', I conclude that he/she should take MASCOM. HAHA

p/s : i love you. you love me. so, what is next? bed romp?

Attention!

I managed to get 4A's for SPM. Subjects that I managed to get A are BM, English, Maths and Physics.

How about Agama? I got B+. Even my friends managed to get A for Agama. Murtad ke apa aku ni?

p/s : Read this post. Looks like I don't have to bernazar. HAHA