How Pathetic.

Do you know why the Kelantan state government wants the petroleum royalty so badly? Let me tell you.

I managed to know the reason only by looking at the Kelantanese environment, the roads and the buildings. Guess what, the roads in Kelantan are among the worst that I have ever travelled at. And plus, look at the buildings. Pasar Siti Khadijah is a great place for buying groceries but that place looks so old and lame. I wonder where is the allocation for maintaining it?

One simple reason lah, politics. I know that if the Kelantan state government got that royalty, for sure they will improve the condition of the roads and buildings. But dreams stay as dreams. Ye lah, Kelantan state goverment tu PAS punya. Federal goverment tu BN punya. Different political parties. So, a situation of 'menganak-tirikan' occurs. No allocation given to the Kelantan state government. But I saw the LHDN office in Kota Bharu. So, where is the Kelantan people's money paid for taxes? Disappear? Fukkkkk sama lu lah fed. gov.

Let's be a bit logic. As Kelantan people do not get better infrastructure and environment, how come they want to vote for BN? It would be some kind of stupid lah. It is like you want someone to be with you but you don't want to do something for that someone? Easy right?

One more thing. Just look at Pasar Payang, Kuala Terengganu. Full with Malays but the condition is so bad. Ye lah, Kuala Terengganu tu kan PAS punya. Is it a must for the state goverment to fulfill them? Bagus lah macam tu. Malay bullying Malay. I don't even know for sure whether I am living in a majority-Malay country or not.

OK. I am not so scared if I went to jail for this. What I have written is a true reality. For the sake of politics, your own race is destroyed. I can't believe it. For readers who agree with me, don't be scared lah. I am always with you.

p/s : next post? wait lar.

Dialect.

At last, I come with a new post.

You know, I had a very good holiday. This very 'bandar' boy travelled about 1500km and spent hours sitting in a car full with 'keropok' and 'tax-free mangkuk brand Correll'. It is like driving a lorry to Bangkok. Eating is not a problem as I only went to Islamic states. But there is only one problem; the dialect.

Let me make it simple for you. I can understand different dialects of spoken English but it is hard for me to understand eastern dialect of spoken BM. One example; Shell. How do they pronounce it?

First, one male Chinese Kuantanese said to my father and I. "Kat situ ada Sholl (Shell)." I may understand that. Easy lah folks!

Second, one Terengganu woman said this to my mother. "Hok situ ada Share (Shell)." Wow. Anyway makcik, do come to KL. HAHA

I went to Wakaf Che Yeh. There were so many good sold at there. What made hard for me to understand was their way of pronouncing what they were selling. "Manggo manggo 4 kilo 10 yal." What yal? A shorter word for riyal?

p/s : a holiday can show us something we don't know and reveal some douches to us.

I Am Bullshitting.

Orang selalu kata yang first love lah yang paling susah nak lupa. I don't think so. For me, it is second love. Kenapa? Entah lah.

Kadang², kata² tak menunjukkan perkara yang sebenar. Even every shit that I have written in this blog doesn't mean to be true. Tapi mungkin post ini adalah fakta. Agaknya lah.

Sekarang ini, aku boleh senang je nak jadi agak sentimental. Cuma dengan dengar apa² lagu jiwang sikit dan jadilah sentimental. Dan sekarang, aku tau aku cuma kawan je dengan dia. Aku sedar batas hubungan antara kitorang. Tapi kalau hati rasa lain, apa guna jugak kan?

Orang selalu kata "tak guna mengejar benda yang tak akan dicapai." Aku sememangnya tau akan benda tu. Tapi takkan selama-lamanya bende tu tak akan dicapai. Mungkin akan sampai masanya bende akan datang juga pada kita. Walaupun kita akan capainya dalam jangka masa yang sangat panjang, tapi ianya memadai jika kita dapat bahagia pada akhirnya.

Bak lirik Kugilalensa - Hello;

" Aku hanya orang gila

Gila aku gila cinta

Cinta aku kepadanya "

Goo Goo Goo

I felt so good when my father said "bagus jugak ko ambik asasi law. yelah, dalam family ramai sangat engineer. lawyer takde pun."

He also added "lawyer ni bagus jugak. nanti senang kalau masuk politik."

Whatever lah ayah oi. I may enter politics, maybe right after those racist politicians are dead. HAHA

p/s : repeat 'Alpha Q' as fast as possible.

Simple Updates.

I will not write any sequel for this post. I just will write updates that I have. Just read them.

First, I would to announce the existence of my formspring account. If you want to ask anything to me, just use formspring. You just need to see the right side of this blog. Well, it is kind of good anyway for all of you.

Second, 2010 Earth Hour will be held at 27 March 2010 from 8.30 p.m to 9.30 p.m. As I am not mistaken, this programme is created to aware people to stop global warming. What global warming? I just knew about few weeks ago that global warming is a swindle. Just wait for that 'swindle' post.

Third, few of my friends told me that Redtube (a porn site) is no longer exist. How should I know about it? It has been months since I last watched porn. Yelah. Aku ni dah jadi baik tau tak. Anyway, I am so 'kantoi' for telling you people that I watch porn. To make things weird, one my friends told me that Redtube's owner is a Malaysian. The thing is, why there is no Malaysian porn in that site? Oh damn. Kantoi lagi.

Fourth, Akon has been denied his visa to Sri Lanka due to his "Sexy Bitch" music video where Buddha statues were put at the set. Read this. I just found out that the set was David Guetta's house. And somehow, David Guetta is a Buddhist. Wow. A Buddhist Jew. Sounds great.

p/s : anonymous can also comment my blog posts. so, do comment lah!

Malay Based Thing That I Hate.

Writing this post doesn’t mean that I simply dislike my own race. But there are several things that encourage me to write this post.

Its OK. I won’t write a very long post. So, it is Malay newspaper that I hate. Why? Simple! But you first need to read Malay newspaper. Then only you can agree with me.

What I hate about Malay newspaper is that irrelevant news are used for the headlines. That tabloid newspaper explains everything. Sex stories, bomoh stories and artis kantoi berkhalwat stories are favourites for making the headlines. One example of headlines is “Remaja kantoi berpesta zina di kondo.” As most Malaysians especially men are so addicted to sex, for sure they will buy that newspaper. And a much more important news are situated at the middle of that newspaper. Damn. What a filthy strategy.

Another thing that I hate about Malay newspaper is pages and pages of political news. I am so disgusted with that kind of news. For sure that kind of news will be the headlines. It is normal to have “Ahli parlimen keluar parti” news. And there will be news of condemning the Opposition. Just look at that meloya newspaper. To add things up, they will have some sort of sarcastic cartoon about politics. You do not have to ask who are the victims. I know that you can sort it by yourself. As there are so many political news, the sports news will be just 2 or 3 pages. Fuck that.

Last reason is, 4D. Yeah. The only gambling that the oldies and the poor can afford. It only costs a ringgit for a ticket of your chosen number. And the results of yesterday winners ; you can have it at Malay newspaper. And one thing that I disgust so much ; that tabloid newspaper spends two pages about ads on how to know about the results of yesterday’s 4D. Should I say that as an encouragement to a sinful act? Hell yes!

p/s : more and more things that I hate will be posted! just wait!

Human Rights.

Ok³. Sudah bosan lah tulis post dalam English je. Ayat pun makin tunggang-langgang. Jadi, kali ini, dalam BM pula.

Semua mesti dah tahu pasal gay dan lesbian. Dan untuk buat cerita lebih best, kita ada pondan dan juga pengkid dalam post ni. Tapi korang jangan risau. Post ini bukan untuk mengutuk dan mencaci mereka. Aku cuma akan kaitkan mereka dengan kehidupan kita.

Sudah semestinya yang ramai yang condemn golongan yang aku sebutkan kat atas tadi. Mereka termasuk kawan-kawan aku dan juga keluarga aku atas alasan menyalahi hukum norma manusia normal. Ok. Aku tak boleh nak lawan dorang semua tu. Lagipun dah memang tercatat bahawa berdosa besar jika menjadi sebahagian daripada golongan tersebut.

Cliche.

Kasih is love. While kekasih is lover. You will not possibly get a lover everyday but you will get a love everyday. Is it right?

But no matter how much we love someone, there is always a love from God towards us. One thing is, do we worship Him as a sign of loving Him?

Alright people. SPM results have been anounced. And there is one thing that I disgust most ; the cliche of those top students.

One example, the explaination of one top student towards the media on how he/she succeed ;

"Saya tak buat jadual tapi saya belajar ikut kemahuan saya. Masa malam, saya tengok tv sikit, lepas tu makan, and then saya main piano kejap, and baru saya belajar."

That explaination caught the eyes of my friend and he said "Habis takkan tak makan pulak. Bengap!" And the best cliche of one top student that I watched ;

"Pertama, kita hendaklah menjaga hubungan kita dengan setiap manusia. Kita hendaklah menjadi baik kepada mereka. Kedua, kita hendaklah menjaga hubungan kita dengan Tuhan. Ketiga, kita mesti berfikiran positif. Biar orang kata tak boleh tapi kita fikir kita boleh."

With his/her style of explaining like a 'penceramah', I conclude that he/she should take MASCOM. HAHA

p/s : i love you. you love me. so, what is next? bed romp?

Attention!

I managed to get 4A's for SPM. Subjects that I managed to get A are BM, English, Maths and Physics.

How about Agama? I got B+. Even my friends managed to get A for Agama. Murtad ke apa aku ni?

p/s : Read this post. Looks like I don't have to bernazar. HAHA

I Tried To Have Patience But I Can't.

Look into the date of my first a.k.a oldest post. It is 14th February 2009. It means that it has been more than a year since I first started blogging.

"Nice blog Hazzad". "Good post Hazzad". I always get those kind of compliments. Thanks folks. But does that enough for me? Well, I don't think so. HAHA

As we know through the news, there are so many 'kes dera' in Malaysia. Well, as you can see, we are like in 'zaman arab jahiliyah'. No more simple slapping or kicking. Those ways are way too lame for them. For them, the best ways of torturing would be like hitting using a stick, kicking using a ball, and even forcing the victim to take drugs. How pathetic!

For me, those persons who are torturing other person are same like a herd of hyenas. Or maybe they are devils beneath human bodies. I just hate them. Based on my opinion, I think that Qisas should be enough for them. Yup. Punish torturer by torturing him/her back. But I thing that kind of punishment will not be used. As I predict, for sure, the Bar Council and Sisters In Islam will object this kind of punishment for the sake of human rights. Damn it.

So readers, what punishment do you think should be enough for punishing torturers?

p/s : there will be a new face in this blog, later.

Scream Loudly Folks.

Staring at you

Touching your face

Invading your space

Quotes that are situated above should be considered as 'part of the list'. What list? List of things you will miss when you lost someone you love so much. Well, I mean it.

Currently, I am addicted to listening sentimental songs. It is okay if that song is a metal song as long the lyrics are quite sentimental.

FYI, during my love crisis which was about six or seven months ago, when I listened to Aizat - Pergi, I shed tears. Something weird for someone who was famous for his 'as hard as a diamond' heart. But at least, I know that my strength can be my weakness.

Sometimes, when we are facing problem or problems, the best way to overcome that situation is by crying. You can cry in front of your bestfriend but if you are shy to show it to your bestfriend, just cry by yourself.

p/s : we have 86400 seconds in a day. but that does that enough for us to choose between making deeds or sins? or maybe making our own way to heaven or hell?

MALU.

Sudah menjadi lumrah manusia di dunia ini. Mula² malu. At last, malu tu dah takde. Well, aku pun macam tu gak. Gambar di bawah menerangkan segalanya.

*aku tak mabuk ok!

Dan kadang² ada gak orang yang memang tak tau malu tahap ekstrem sampai dia tunjuk kemaluan dia. Tapi aku bukan macam tu. HAHA

Dan perasaan malu tu boleh berubah sama ada bersama kawan atau keluarga. Tak percaya? Situasi dibawah mungkin boleh ubah kepercayaan korang tu.

Mother : Hazzad! Tak pergi solat jumaat ke?
Me : Tak ada orang nak tumpang -.-
Mother : Hish. Kawan bawak pergi JJ ada. Kawan bawak pergi solat jumaat takde. Apa lah!
Me : (Diam)

Ayat mak aku serius memang mendalam. Malu woah!

p/s : do I have the guts to take A-Level?

Serius Ini LAME!

Bak kata pepatah orang tua yang aku tau ; Quran buruk. Yelah, nak dibaca tak boleh, nak dibuang dosa pulak.

Tapi kalau porn buruk? Nak dibuang sayang, nak tengok dosa. HAHA

Ok. Aku nak cerita pasal hipokrit. Sebelum tu, aku nak buat pengakuan. Memang aku ni hipokrit. Tapi ada sebab jugak kenapa aku jadi hipokrit. Yelah, kadang², byk kawan aku suka macam nak korek² rahsia daripada aku. Jadi, untuk mengelak, aku cakap jelah 'entah' dan 'xtau'. Ini memang macam menipu tapi aku sertakan muka hipokrit aku ni. Yes. Memang hipokrit.

Tapi, aku pantang kalau ada yang hipokrit dekat orang yang aku sayang. Seriously, it is like being unfaithful to your lover. Yelah, dekat depan, baik je. Pijak semut tapi semut tu boleh angkat balik kaki tu. Tapi dekat belakang, perangai macam setan. Muka pun dah macam mat ganja. Baguslah. HAHA

Tapi ini tak bermakna aku tak layan org yang hipokrit tu. Aku cuma layan lah. Buat² layan dia. Well, it is good to be hypocrite towards someone who is hypocrite. Kan?

Eh. Aku tulis post dalam BM ke? Macam pelik jep -.-

Jom Ber - Reviu!

Hello readers. Before I go deeper into this post, I would like to say 'Torrent cools!' At least, I can download tonnes of music and movies from that software. And even porn maybe?

Out of all artistes'/bands' albums that I had downloaded, these two albums below can best be rated as 'awesome'. Why? I simply can't explain that.

Ne-Yo. Year Of The Gentleman (2008). Ok. This is a freaking lame album made by him. But I only managed to download it about two months ago. That's so slow of me. LOL. I like this Negrita. Do you like him? Anyway, I don't regret downloading this album rather than Lenka's album which is boring. Well, I can't deny his 'power' in having R&B and pop songs. All the songs in this album are so rhythmic. And the lyrics are quite catchy as well. For example, take a look at a portion of Nobody lyrics.

She's a super natural for real,

Her crazy style, her sex appeal...

No wonder my sister went to his concert. And his songs are suitable for those who are stuck in a massive traffic jam. At least they sound more tranquil than Ke$ha. HAHA. Songs to hear - Closer, Miss Independent & Lie To Me


Breaking Benjamin. Dear Agony (2009). You must be wondering and asking 'who the hell is this Breaking Benjamin?' Don't worry. Breaking Benjamin is an American metal band. Not so famous rather than Avenged Sevenfold and Slipknot. And that album cover, looks insane. Do they need to put part of vertebrae as their cover album? But I would like to share about the songs in this album. There is no so-long guitar solo like typical metal songs have. And the lyrics are quite sentimental indeed. For instance, a portion of Give Me A Sign lyrics ;

I can feel you falling away,
No longer the lost,
No longer the same...

Sounds absurd for a metal band to have kind-of sentimental lyrics. But there are a liitle bit of screaming and hard guitar solo. So, I recommend this album for those who have bored hearing electro songs for everyday of his/her life. Songs to hear - Anthem Of The Angels & Dear Agony.

FYI, I'm not asking you to download their albums. This is just an opinion made by me. Actually, there are more awesome albums that I have but due to my prinsip that not to make a very long post, I limit them to become two.

p/s : My brain has been scattered. Looks like I need to blame my brother and father.

I'm Judging A book By Its Index.

My house is becoming dusty and dirty. Damn, I hate it. It is because of the upper bathroom's renovation. Just imagine packs of cements, loads of tiles and a new set of jamban being put in front of my bedroom. Huh! What a traffic!

FYI, I'm not going to write about that renovation. I want to write about the workers that are busy renovating that bathroom. For sure, they are Indonesians. For what sake you wish to have Bangladeshis renovating houses? HAHA

Upon looking at them, they are just ordinary. But, one thing is, things they are wearing - extraordinary. Why? Do you ever see them wearing Levi's? No? Well, just come to my house. I see those Levi's as the original one, not the UpTown's one. Maybe this is one of the talents that branded apparel freaks like me, have. -.-

For making things clearer, there was one situation in my house ;

Me : (Heard a nice ringtone)
Dad : (Walked through stairs) Hazzad...
Me : Nape?
Dad : Tau tak, org yg tgh buat kerja tu, pakai Blackberry.
Me : Huh???

Shocking right? Well, I guess this is the time for us to realize that anyone can have branded things as a stickyard for their success(maybe).

I know that some of you may say this, "Maybe they rob people." Yes, we can't deny that but, do we ever see robbers pray?

They are not working to impress people, they are working to impress God.

p/s : I'm losing my sarcasm.

I Love My Race But It Seems That They Don't Love My Race.

Time stays counting. For sure, there will be no pause. I'm just back from a short 'retirement'. For what reason? Easy loh! For the sake of Anwar Ibrahim's sodomy case trial.

I would like to make a prophecy that after the trial ends, this one particular product will be a hit among consumers in Malaysia. Well, it is K-Y JELLY (look above). FYI, this product is a sexual lubricant. For those who have not tried sex, yet, let me tell you about the way to use it. Well, just simply rub it into your v-word or a-word. And, you will have a much smoother intercourse. Fot those sex maniacs out there, use that product. At least, you are showing some support to Anwar. HAHA

Ok. As I see at several blogs, there are too many condemns threw towards Anwar. And I found several others who are still supporting him. Yes, Malaysia is a democracy nation. You can say anything that you want. I can have a hardcore threesome but, I don't want actually. But, the thing is, these people who are I should say, quarelling over one unofficial gay, are Malays. No Chinese, no Indians. Sounds like not 1Malaysia after all.

These Malays can simply say at the person of their own race as 'bangsat', 'otak kat lutut', 'IQ kurang', 'bodoh nak mampos' and 'bebal'. For one simple reason which is politics, they have hearts to do these kind of things. Don't they realize that the race of Malay has been shattered and they want to add more problems? Maybe they will be happy to see the race of Malay to be extinct.

It is so pathetic to see the Malays quarelling over themselves. I wonder when will be the time where all Malays stay united. If not, Malaysia will be invaded by the Israelis and Americans. One of their way of invasion is by making the Malays to quarrel. Simple but effective!

To make things become hotter, I found this quote at someone's blog ;

PAS itu Melayu,

UMNO itu Islam.

Well, if that case, UMNO should be replaced with UINO - United Islam Nation Organization. Makes sense right? And that PAS thing, I don't care much! I don't like PAS actually. Or maybe, I don't like fanatical politics! It is like a HIV virus.

To close this post, I should call these typical kind of Malays as Meleis. It is originated from the word MALAISE that means great discomfort. Thanks to Obefiend!

p/s : this post is not created to make shame of someone else. what is the point of destroying a person's life when that person is the same race with us? digest it into your douche!

Thought Of Cancelling This Blog

Should I begin this post with an 'assalamualaikum'? It looks preposterous. Well, as my 'iman' is as thin as an apple skin, I should begin with an 'ass' instead.

Lately, my interest in Facebook and MySpace has been decreased gradually (like in Add Maths' linear graph. haha) and it is blogging who took charge over my interest. It is like a deja-vu. Yeah. I think it is a good time for that deja-vu so that I can enter the premiere attention of the whole Malaysia, through my blog post. HAHA

Days go by but nothing has changed, except my new futsal shoes. It is hard to make a decision especially if it can influence my future. A few days ago, my father gave a very erm, kind of bullshit idea. He said that I should consider to take STPM. Watafak! He then gave some reasons, including his soon-to-be retirement. Don't talk crap lah ayah oi! Your idea should be considered as a douchebag!

Due to my consideration and current condition, I think I should retire from blogging. Yelah, I saw that my blog is not so popular and has little number of comments. Maybe there are loyal readers out there, but at least, can you drop some comment please?

And for those bloggers that I don't comment his/her posts, don't be mad lah! One reason is, I don't feel pleased with your posts. Typical posts like daily diary and favourite boybands, they are just lame. Not my type. Except if you write them in a hilarious way, well, I'm in!

p/s : this post, maybe my last post, is quite boring. I myself even can question myself 'Did I write this shit?' For all readers, thank you so much for visiting this blog. Kiss Kiss Bang Bang for you :)

Mare.

Sebut ayat bawah ni laju², ber-ulang² kali

I want a fork on the table

Korang faham tak korang baru sebut apa tadi? Alamak! Wan aku kat kampung pun faham lah!

Ok. Still have nothing new in my life, yet. Still waiting for my new futsal shoes. Ala ayah, tak sampai dua ratus pun. Belikan ar! Nike5 je! HAHA

Aku ada baca kat internet, satu laman web ni. Dia cakap, rumours lah, mulai 1 Mei, harga petrol akan naik jadi RM3.70 utk RON95 dan RM3.90 utk RON97. Tapi, harga kereta pulak akan turun. Harga kereta tempatan akan diturunkan at least 40%. Cukai untuk kereta luar negara lak akan diturunkan dari 200% jadi 30% je. Looks like lepas ni, Mercedes bukan kereta mewah lagi ar.

Tapi halnya skang, org tak beli kereta macam beli ayam kat Giant tu, org beli dan guna petrol macam tauke Sunway Lagoon gunakan air. Korg faham tak?

Kalau benda ni jadi realiti, habislah kerajaan Malaysia kena tibai dgn pembangkang :D

Shit Ar!

It usually takes me about half an hour to sleep well.

My sleepless night now will come haunting me.

For what reason? Simple! As I heard by rumours, SPM results will be announced on 25th Feb.

So, what scares you most rather than your becoming SPM results?

Dissatisfied!

Super Junior akan dtg Malaysia pd bulan Mac.

Oh. Boyband Korea tu? Don't care lah!

Dan ia meninggalkan peluang utk band² Barat spt Green Day dan Paramore utk perform di Malaysia.

And they chose Singapore instead of Malaysia.

I wonder why the government is so strict about having foreign artistes or bands concert.

Maybe the government likes those Negritas to have concert.

Well, just look at Ne-Yo.

But the thing is, I like Ne-Yo :D